In less than two weeks I will be receiving an inheritance which will provide a financial cushion for the rest of my life. In the next couple of years that will grow to include an inheritance that will provide for Mollie and her offspring (cats, since she doesn't intend to have children) for the rest of her life.
There's obviously a sense of relief and joy in knowing that a lifetime of struggle can finally cease. There's a little guilt in receiving a windfall when so many are struggling. And there's a responsibility to make choices that better the lives of those I love as well as my community.
I've been estranged from my brother for the last year and a half and I reached out. I have a need to connect with someone who is sharing the same experience I am. I'm reluctant with regards to my brother because there are things he believes that I find abhorrent. But I need someone who is navigating the same financial waters that I am.
I realized in my persistence to learn French there's still a part of me that likes new information and new skills. I'm wondering if money is a skill I can learn.
For the most part I've been navigating pretty well but with the change so close I'm losing my step a little. I'm craving snacks after eliminating snacking from my life. I would rather eat fast food than cook. That old eating disorder if peeking around the corner saying "how d'ya do?"
Still... life is good. At least that's what Hyunjin tells us in the video above. and I might as well believe Hyunjin because ... well, why not?
Sending love your way. Here's to staying strong and true to yourself as things change and unsettle you.
ReplyDelete(Yes, you can learn money management; perhaps reading a few books may help get you started)
**smooch**
DeleteIt's weird to have money after not having money, I know! I'm really happy that your life and Mollie's will be easier because of this. Remember that nothing really has to change.
ReplyDeleteWilla excellent words. I know that I'm making no changes to anything really except breathing easier. Mollie might have some changes but it will be in time.
ReplyDeleteAll the hugs to you! Be wary with brother but I understand the need to reach out in this time. If you want to learn something new, how about we learn Italian together ;) lol. I've always wanted to learn, given my grandmother was Sicilian. Even if it's just enough to learn cursewords to shout at the tv when watching the footy...
ReplyDeleteSinceriously, enjoy the freedom this windfall will give and keep doing the things that give you joy. Love ya long time!!
Hugs to you and all the ladies!! xxxx
Do you really want to learn Italian?
DeleteI do. It's crazy with Dad at the minute but I do want to try at some point. I did buy one of those learn at home kits but it got lost in a move lol.
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