I'm perving over a 21 year old. It's true. I'm almost embarrassed about it but then again, this boy is super hot.
Mollie and I are watching a Korean K-Pop competition show, Produce 101. Mollie has her 3 or 4 crushes on the show and I have my one crush. Mollie laughs at me but likes to remind me that it's completely legal to get nasty with a 21 year old.
Sheesh.
But... I love this feeling. I like the little frisson of excitement when seeing him. I like the fantasies, dirty and not as dirty, that he inspires. I like that the fantasies make me want to write them out.
Carolyn is teasing me because a week or two ago, I was telling her that I'm done writing. I have no creativity, no desire to write. Now I want to write because this beautiful boy is so inspiring.
(Notice I'm not posting a picture or giving a name. Ha. I might be a perv but I'm not an obvious one.)
Watch this space. There might be an erotic romance announcement.
Wanting to write: MOST EXCELLENT!
ReplyDelete...and that is all I have to say about that.
It's a mom crush -- they're the best! My crush on Steve was the only thing that got me through having to watch "Blues Clues" all the time...
ReplyDeleteOkay, the Mom Crush thing made me squeal delightedly. That's it exactly. And my daughter just downloaded all his music onto my phone. I'm delighted.
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