I'm perving over a 21 year old. It's true. I'm almost embarrassed about it but then again, this boy is super hot.
Mollie and I are watching a Korean K-Pop competition show, Produce 101. Mollie has her 3 or 4 crushes on the show and I have my one crush. Mollie laughs at me but likes to remind me that it's completely legal to get nasty with a 21 year old.
But... I love this feeling. I like the little frisson of excitement when seeing him. I like the fantasies, dirty and not as dirty, that he inspires. I like that the fantasies make me want to write them out.
Carolyn is teasing me because a week or two ago, I was telling her that I'm done writing. I have no creativity, no desire to write. Now I want to write because this beautiful boy is so inspiring.
(Notice I'm not posting a picture or giving a name. Ha. I might be a perv but I'm not an obvious one.)
Watch this space. There might be an erotic romance announcement.