The State of My State

 

Life is lifing right now and I'm trying not to get stuck in my depression but I'm failing. I had an allergic reaction to the second weight loss injection so I simply cannot take these medications. I used an EpiPen last night to keep my face from swelling and that was an unpleasant experience also. And I still work up with my face red and tight with a rash.

I won't say how expensive all this was and it was just throwing money away. I'm so unhappy.

I spoke to my realtor and told her to pull me out of the house deal. She called me back and said the buyer was freaking out because he claims that inspection report mis-stated a lot of things (he said there's no roof leaks at all) and he's desperate to see the deal go through (my realtor thinks he bought a new place which is contingent on his current home selling). She asked me if I was willing to negotiate.

Since I think the house is a really good size and fit for me, we decided to give them a chance. We'll accept a second inspection and they fix whatever that inspection shows. (Except if the roof is leaking I'm out). There were three things in the inspection that were deal breakers for me so they either have to prove its untrue or get it fixed.

So I'm in a neither here nor there state. Which adds to my damned depression. 

I'm having a hard time getting out of bed. And I'm whiny.